My pain is off the charts!

The entire weekend and sleep for the last couple of nights finally caught up with me today! I have been on the couch all day. My PAIN is off the charts, the weekend is getting closer and closer and all I want to do is curl up in a ball and hide.

Between one of my many naps I took on and off through out the day, my hubby just happened to remind me if I remembered the last time we had sex? I looked down at the monitor and seen today was the 18th-looked back up at him with tears welting up in my eyes and said really, your going there right nowand I started to cry uncontrollably, and told him that is just something that I can't even fathom the thought of right now, sorrygo take a long hot showerdo what ever you gotta dobut I have other things on my mind at the moment while tears where running down my faceHe quickly got the picture and came over and gave me a big long hugas much as I appreciated the hugit still didn't helpall I thought about was that I missed my grandson, and I wished he was here for me to hug HIMI want his LOVEI want to love a childI want a child to LOVE MEI want my babyI want my son

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forget about my stupid ass birthday on Friday, all I care about is his Birthday on Saturday, and then of course the horrible thing that happens the days after that.I just want this MONTH to be over, and to go to my new doctor on March 4th.

Plus, to even bring up or even mention sex to me, knowing I am in PAIN,knowing I have no pain controlwhat everI will just keep staying on the couch, to be honest, the couch is more comfortable then the bed is anyways, I get more support and it's easier for me to move and roll over where in the bed I have no support,its all open space, nothing to grab onto.and if he don't like it well he can take matters into his own hands, and I mean that literally.

Don't think I am being a Bitch, I LOVE my husband, and he is good to me, a matter of fact he has taken care of me all day today, he has gotten all my drinks, he has made me chicken noodle soup, per my request..LOL..all I have had to do is get up to use the powder roomhe has let me re coop from the weekend all day longbut I have other needs other than sex,or even pain control, I have emotional needs that need to be met and understood. I feel like know one cares about my feelings, I blog, I vent, I blog, I vent,I even reach out to others to try and help to keep my mind off my own problems at the moment, and to share from my past experiences, to help others in any way I can with my words of wisdom,so to say. and no one can ever leave me a comment. I get reply's from comments I leave others, but that's it. I know my comment section works. My daughter left a comment on her aunt jody's memorial page.

I even started drawing graphics that I planned on adopting out for others to put on there sites with inspirational s on them, I am just about ready to throw in the towel and forget all of this blogging, cuz it's getting me no where.and now I am going through the toughest time of the year for me and I have no support systemno nothing

It takes me forever and a day to even type out my posts because I have carpel tunnel syndrome, and Joy I know you read and like my post and have left comments in the past, and I thank you

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